High Times at Home after High Times at the Groceries

 I just wanna share and share my feelings about life today. I haven't been on Facebook that much lately, because I don't have much going on but work, looking for more work, binge-watching Queen Charlotte on the Netflixes. I swear I've only watched the whole 6 episodes like 7 or 8 times? So, is that like 42 or 48 times? I mean, I just, it's like THUH BEST!!!! The non-stop SWOON scenes, and the HAIR! Oh. My. Good. God. Cuz God musta done put the Good olive oil on SHONDA's forehead, 'cuz it's like she be shoutin and speakin in Tongues through all her writing. I mean, right? But she DO Be trippin tho - with Princess Augusta, cuz I mean, game a thrones woman is a Helicopter mom fsho. So, I'm having a good day, for a change, cuz I went to a graduation ceremony for one of my students. She was so cute, and made a speech that was soooooo good. She rawked it. She really did. All that complaining about I don't like public speaking and I don't want to do this and that. I'm going to rub it in her face at our next session. I'ma be like You GO little 5th to 6th grader! Get thee to a middle school, post haste! Yeah, she really brought it! I'm so proud of her. Okay, so, yeah. Gotta go binge-watch Queen Charlotte just for all the Golda Rosheuvel scenes! Wow, that woman is such a FORCE. She makes me feel like I OWN my scenes, wherever I go, wherever I am. o-KAYYYY? you ALL betta recognize what I'm sayin cuz it matters, and no matter how f*cked up I feel I am, I LIVE HERE! I AM A HUMAN BEING! CREATED BY GOD. I may not be here for a particular purpose. Or perhaps my PARTICULAR PURPOSE is simply to BREATHE! I am living. Somehow I, we ALL, have been created!? When I say GOD, do I really mean ADONAI? Do I? I think GOD might just be a word socially constructed to mean however we were all created. Birth, production of babies over and over and over again. Perhaps GOD is just that whole whatever it is, up there? Or around here, living upstairs, or maybe it created us and this galaxy of things, and was like "Ok, I'm outta here!" Ya know? Perhaps. Or it maybe was this whole Darwinian egg-chicken-egg-chicken but it isn't all about which came FIRST, I mean maybe it all started with BOTH THE CHICKEN AND THE EGG. AT THE SAME FREAKING TIME?

Like there is now this SPOT here, this land this earth thing and whatever God, Darwin it is that did all this, SPOT Boomed all of us living things and this earth all at once? That's the thing! But we like to read the bible and the Torah and the Pentateuch and the Good Book and the Quran (whoops - I almost lower-cased the Q there - I don't want no one tryna pop shoot burn me over THAT - oKAYYYY???) now, the thing is, wait oh yeah people like to read all that like the scriptures of the Bodhissatvah - studied that in college - good lord - it was a LOT, but whatever - people like to read those for the stories and make them into rules for life and that's what they wanna do. Okay. You do you. But why not the Bard? That's a bunch of bible-tragedy type stories via plays and all that. Why not the Bard? THAT could be a religion right there! Why not? Social construct it. Make it a way of life. Learn from those stories! God seemed to be making all these capricious decisions like Moses couldn't go to the promised land for I mean freaking striking a damn ROCK? I mean, Moses WROTE THE TORAH AND GOT OUR ISRAELITES OUT OF EGYPT! OUT OF FREAKING SLAVERY! And that is just one fact of evidence that God be trippin! YET, God is like we humans. But God who created us. The Torah shows us that God was doin all these bipolar type decisions with a LOT OF GOOD ONES, TOO, I mean, all over the places, but then after ALLLLLL THAT, we're left to our own devices. hellooooo, GOD???? Earth to GOD???? We need you to get back over here and do an intervention!

Igottago.

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